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My Daily Diary: September
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September 29-30
My diary is a little late.
Lets just say I was really busy last night with a shoot that got a little
hot for me. I couldn't help myself and I just went for it. I will put
it on the the video for all to see what happened. It will only be on the
video for the time being, so when I release the video in the next couple
of weeks you'll have the chance to see the whole 2 hours of video. Tons
of scenes and some that you can't find on the site due to time. I am so
excited and happy after last nights shoot. After I was done I was so happy
that I slept so well. I even forgot to do my diary so that is how great
it was. Well I am excited to get that video out. The duplicators say it
will be done soon. I will let you all know when it comes out.
September 28
Today I went to the 3rd street
promenade and santa monica pier. I had fun riding the roller coaster with
my friend but it made me scream. I also got to see some of the shows at
the promenade which was really funny. I never laughed so much for a long
time. Anyway, I was planning to do a shoot tomorrow, but I changed my
mind a little when some of the girls that were planning to come canceled,
but I have got one more girl that wants to shoot. So I think I will just
set something up tomorrow. I think I am kind of horny thinking about it.
I will let you know how it goes and even put some pics up for everyone
to see before I put them out. Anyway, I am going to get some sleep and
see how it goes tomorrow, wish me luck.
September 27
One more day of school this
week and then I can relax a little this weekend. I have one more scene
to do on my video and then it will be done. I have an opportunity to add
something that I wanted to do before to the video. However, I am kind
of scared to just do it for fear that everyone will be mad at me. Anyway,
I think that I will do it and then I will have the video all done. After
that I will have the video all done and edited and then the box cover
will be complete too. I should have the video ready for sale within two
weeks. I have to get a lot of videos, but I plan to sale a lot too. Anyway
it is going to be a really hot video I hope everyone will like it.
September 26
Ah I had quite a day. I started
to see if I could set up a webcam so that I could have all of you be able
to see me durning a chat session, but for some reason I can't get it to
work. I am finding that there isn't a good enough software out there that
will work with my camera, or I am just not understanding it. Anyway, I
have my DV camera connected to my 1394 firewire, but all of the webcam
software try to find my camera on USB. Hmmm I don't know what to do. I
did that all day so I didn't get much acomplished. Well if anyone knows
about this stuff let me know what I need to do. Other than that I am pretty
happy. I think school is going pretty good and I am learning a lot. I
may be able to get a degree in another 2 years then I can get a job...
don't worry though I am sure I will still do the website after that. It
is just too fun to give up.
September 25
Today was kind of a short
day for me. I think that I am tired and need to sleep a little more than
I have been lately. I was so used to waking up late in the day that now
that I have to get up early it is difficult, but that is still something
that I will have to get used to. I think that I love doing this site too
much. I love showing off my body and being able to shoot with very beautiful
girls that turn me on. So the sleep isn't as important. I will be sleeping
in a lot this weekend hopefully even though I do want to shoot. I may
just stay home relax a little and do some shoots in the house. That way
I can sleep after. Well we will see.
did anyone like my update?
I got a few comments about it, but I wasn't sure if it was what you wanted
to see. I made the pictures on the set with Sabrine kind of dreamy looking.
Let me know if it is OK otherwise I can change it to just straight regular
pics that are easier to view.
September 24
Today's update is a huge update.
Check out the shoot with Sabrine Maui. She looks so hot in those angel
wings and she fucked me pretty hard with the strap on. Oh but it was my
turn to use my own strap on. And I got to fuck sabrine good too. Yes I
know Sabrine made me a little bad, but I can't help but remember how much
she turned me on with her dirty talk to me when she had two fingers deep
inside me when I came. Just see the video and you will know what I am
talking about. I also had a request a few weeks ago for the other little
story gallery that I have put up. My game of strip poker with my stuffed
animals is really cute, but of course it turned pretty hot. Don't you
just love the way my cookie looks when I get wet and turned on? Geez there
I go again talking dirty. hehe Enjoy it.
September 23
It has been nice to be back
in school. It gives me a chance to get out and speak with people. I am
a very shy person. I am even sometimes scared to use the phone since I
am afraid to say the wrong thing or use bad English. I think that it is
something that I am going to have to work at to become more used to talking.
Going to school kind of forces me to talk a little bit more so it is a
good thing. Tonight I was feeling a little lonely in the house alone and
decided to go out to a movie with some friends. We went to see The Others
with Nicole Kidman. It was kind of boring, but ended up being Ok. I think
I figured out the plot half way through, but it was fun. Something I noticed
at the theatre was interesting. A few boys came in late to the movie and
they were so loud and disrespectful. And when people told them to be quiet
they were even more loud. Then half way through the movie a little girl
was crying. The boys were getting angry and yelled out for the girl to
be quiet. One of the boys even went to get a movie theater employee and
tried to get the family kicked out of the theater. I just thought that
was kind of strange since the boys were the ones doing the loud stuff
before. It kind of made me feel bad that some people don't realize that
there are other people around them. Hmm sorry that is my thought for the
day.
September 22
Today I was glad that it was
a weekend. I did my homework a little early then I worked a little on
the video. I wanted to get some ideas for my last couple of scenes so
I went out and rented a japanese video at the video store. It was really
sexy. I loved one scene with the girl talking to the camera while she
gave a guy a blow job and then squated on him and had sex with him...
it turned me on so bad. I really would like to do that. What do you think?
if I did that and talked to the camera as if I was talking to you what
would be your reaction? Would it turn you on? Something I will have to
think about. I am not one for dirty language but lately I have been so
horny that talking dirty is kind of fun especially when I am horny. It
always seems to end up with me touching myself. Well I think I will go
back to doing some of that research for my video.
September 21
I have been planning to do
a little shoot with some of my girlfriends and some new ones as well this
next coming week. Of course it depends upon how much homework I have,
but I think I will try to do it. I may also attend the LA Erotica convention
on September 30th. I think I need to look for more pretty asian girls
for me to have fun with so that is a good place to find them. Oh yea if
you want to come and see me I will let you know when I am going to be
there. I will still have to keep you updated whether or not I will be
there, but most likely I will be. Anyway, last night was wonderful even
though I was alone. I think I found some new things about my own body
and I am excited to explore them again soon. I think that I get horny
when I know that I have a lot to do. Such as school, to masturbate is
a good release for that stress. Oh.. and for you members, I have the video
and pics ready for the Sabrine shoot so look forward to it when I post
it on the 24th.
September 20
Another one of those days
today. Well it was a good thing.. one of those days being lonely and horny.
I don't know how much longer I can stand not having anyone to make love
to. I just have to wait I suppose and see what happens. In the mean time
I will just do what I usually do and touch myself until I cum. It is a
little different with school being in the way, but when I get home and
start working it is easy to get turned on by all the pictures and videos
that I see on the internet. Before I know it I have a hand down my pants
and find myself leaning back in my chair. I don't even have to get naked
but it turns me on a little more when I do. I love to stick my finger
inside of my cookie and feel my muscles squeezing it. I heard my friend
talking about a G-spot, but I am not sure what she is talking about, but
today when I touched inside my muscles pusshed back and I hit that spot
lower down inside me that just felt wonderful. It didn't take long after
that. I guess I will have to experiment more with that spot. Anyway, I
am just going to go to bed, I might wear something sexy just so I can
fantasize a little while I play around in bed. So goodnight:-)
September 19
Just in case you didn't read
about it on yesterday's diary. I have decided to change the contest a
little bit so that I can have a TGP Graphic designed then I will give
the winner a free video. I might even give the runners up something as
well such as that painting that I did in my paint shoot. So the cut off
for that contest will be October 9th so that I can begin to announce the
winners on October 10th. Besides all of that I have done some great shoots
today after school. You know that one that was suggested in the message
board? Well yes I did that one. I also filmed another scene for my video.
If you can't tell I am pretty excited about the video. It will be something
that I am very proud of.
September 18
Well I was planning on getting
this VHS box cover done this week so I am reconsidering the contest. I
went ahead and designed the box myself because it was difficult for any
of you to make a box that was printable, I have everything on the box
done except for a couple of more pictures that I want to put on it after
I do some more shoots. In the mean time I am sorry about trying to have
the contest in the way I did, instead lets do this... I am going to need
some new thumbnail gallery post graphics for my site really soon as well.
So Instead of designing a box cover lets do it with a TGP graphic. So
chose one of your favorite galleries on my site and then make a graphic
featuring me so I can use it later for some TGP's. There is a couple of
examples on my tour located here.
I will give the winner a free video still so that should be some good
incentive. I figure that I will have a deadline set for October 9th. That
is about the time that my video will be ready and I can post the winners
on my site after I get them all. Anyway, this video should be great I
can't wait to get it done to get it out there for everyone to see. I hope
that everyone will like it.
September 17
I spent most of the day updating
the Japanese version of my site. It is a lot harder for me to do the Japanese
version sometimes because I have to use another computer. I guess I better
change my main computer to Japanese it would be a lot easier.
I am thinking that I may need
a box cover for my Video and am thinking about having a contest for people
to design the cover. I will give the details about what I need in a few
days or so. I am planning to go to school tomorrow and then I have a photoshoot
planned when I get back. I am going to see about doing some of those ideas
that were posted in my message board. I would love to have my stuffed
animals participate. I would be smiling the whole time.
September 16
Well here is today's update.
With School now going on I had to study a lot, but was able to get this
fun little shoot in with that cute little hat that I found in Chinatown.
It is about as natural as I get even the Rainbow in the rain was natural.
I didn't even know it was there until I saw the pictures after. I also
put up some pics that have been sitting around on my computer for a while.
It is the shoot with TigerLily and that huge Strap on Dildo. Only this
time is is from a different photographer SoulDeep and his Black and White
photagraphy. Oh that gooey stuff on the dildo was really from my cookie
and the black and white seems to bring it out more in the pictures. Anyway,
I am going to fit a shoot in tonight that may be put onto my VHS video
and then I have an opportunity next week to do another one that I really
want to do. Something that is a bit different, but something that I am
sure you will love and if not well I guess it doesn't matter since I will
be the one deciding to do it. Lets just say it is a little harder than
you are used to.
September 15
I am getting things ready
for tomorrow's update. I am not sure which pics that I am going to use
for the update, but I have a lot of possible things that I have done in
the last month. So I guess it will just be a surprise.
I am kind of glad that it
is the weekend and I can relax a little. I may even be in the mood for
a shoot after I get the update done tomorrow. I have a lot of ideas for
some shoots and I am kind of excited about it.
Last night I tried to put
up my diary, but for some reason my site was down for a while, so I am
just going to put it up tonight.
September 14
Tonight I was a little upset
at an e-mail I got, but I am learning to be less sensetive. I was accused
of being conceited and selfish. I think that it is because I was advertising
my site, but I feel that was somewhat harsh. I realize that people are
upset at the events that happened this week and I am so sorry about it.
I wish I could do something more, but I feel like we need to do what the
president said and go on with our businesses. Anyway, I am sorry for any
inconvienece that may have caused anyone. I cry for those that are effected
by the loss of life and again offer my heart to be with you.
Seprember 13
Well the video is about ready.
I just need to add a couple of scenes to it and make some decisions of
what to put on it and then I will be ready for it to go to the duplicators.
Then I will have it for sale on my site to my members. So far everything
is really hot. I put things on it that are not on the site yet and there
is also some scenes from the present stuff that isn't on the site either.
You will be able to see it all, me with my girlfriends as well as solo
stuff anal, bondage, and a whole lot else. Other than that all I have
been hard at work in school and looking forward to using some of the stuff
I am learning in school on the site. I imagine that I would soon be able
to work with some of the harder programming on my site so that I don't
have to go elswhere to pay someone for that part. Well I am going to go
to bed. It has been hard to sleep with all the news lately, but I do get
tired and need to get up early.
September 12
I am so emotionally drained
after watching all that has happened on TV. I again am very sad at what
happened, but I will get back to work like most of us need to do. I hope
that everyone can take a break from this and seek things that help to
make us feel good about ourselves. My site is one of those things that
makes me happy and so I am glad to be doing it. I hope that everyone will
enjoy looking at my pics and what it is that I do. I guess I am sort of
an exhibitionist now and kind of like that people are looking at me naked.
I also recieved a lot of presents
today from my members including some things to play with as well as some
things to wear for pictures. I am sure you will see them soon.. they are
so sexy. hehe.
September 11
Today I have been in tears
at the sites that I have seen. I am in remorse for what happened to the
inocent people that were effected by the terrorist act today on the United
States. I give to everyone my sorrow for what has happened and offer my
sympathy. I realize how fragile life is and how we can all be effected
by such a tragedy. Again I want to offer my emotional support for everyone
effected and that is extended to everyone since it is an act that effects
us all.
I spent the day glued to the
TV with tears in my eyes and pain in my heart. Forgive me if I have been
reclusive, but I am going to take a break to morn for what has happened
over the next day. Thank you all for your support and thank you for your
understanding, I know how you feel and offer my love as a human being
to you all.
September 10
Thank you to everyone that
have made my day so wonderful. I was so happy to see all of the e-mails
that I got in my inbox today. Thank you so much for making me so happy.
I have never had so many people wish me a happy birthday before. I went
to school with a smile on my face and was just thinking how nice it was
to have people thinking of me. Yes I started school today and I was really
nervous about it, but ended up being relieved that I was back in school.
It has been a while since I went to school. I will have to get up pretty
early to go for the next few months, but I guess that is healthy for me.
I was taken to dinner tonight by one of my friends which was very nice
as well. I love Italian food:-) Well thank you all once again. I will
change all of those pages with my age on them this week LOL.
September 9
Well here it is tomorrow is
my birthday and I have to start school. I am kind of excited about it,
but also I am nervous. I really like to go to school because I learn and
it gives me something to do, but I am nervous because it will take a lot
of work. I will have to work double to make up for it, but it should be
alright. I will always get the updates done you just might not hear from
me as much. I am sure I will be just as horny though. I am thinking of
doing another shoot at night outside. That might be kind of exciting to
run around naked at night. I also want to get that little tea party shoot
done this week. My stuffed animals are waiting to do it and I will love
having them in the photos with me. Well off to bed so I can get up and
go to school.. wish me luck.
September 8
What an update. Nothing boring
here. You wanted to see me and Cheryl Dynasty getting naughty well here
it is. See what we did with those dildos in both pictures and video. First
Cheryl made me cum so hard and then she wouldn't quit so we just kept
going. She is such a beauty. I am sure you will see her again soon. Also
look for my video and pictures with Sabrine Maui coming soon.
I will be starting school
next week so I am going to be pretty busy. Wish me luck in my classes.
I will study hard so that everyones support doesn't go to waste. I maybe
a little slower in getting back e-mails but will most likely be able to
work on that when I finish my homework for school.
September 7
I will be up all night tonight
trying to get this update ready tomorrow. I am kind of having fun editing
the videos and have been playing around with some stuff. Anyway, the update
should be a really hot one. I just hope I can keep my eyes open tomorrow
while I work on it some more. I can't decide if I want to put the pictures
with Cheryl up or the ones with Sabrine. I guess I will wait and see what
I get done tonight and put the gallery up that gets done first. Oh don't
worry they are going to be really hot pics no matter which ones I decide
to put up.
September 6
I have been thinking more
about the idea that was suggested in my message board on my site about
shooting a tea party scene with my stuffed animals. I think that I would
really love that kind of a shoot. In the past if you see one of my stuffed
animals in my pictures it is most likely that I was kind of upset but
still wanted to do a shoot. They were there in the pictures to keep me
happy so that I could smile big and have a fun time. I also take my stuffed
animals with me everytime I go on a trip. I even tuck them in at night
so they can sleep. I know, I guess I am a little to old for that and I
even have a birthday comeing up in a couple of days, but they are my babies.
I guess I will be an old women and still taking care of them. Anyway,
look for them soon shooting with me.
September 5
I spent the day working on
some hot video that I shot with Cheryl Dynasty. She really knows how to
have fun and that made me feel more comfortable when shooting with her
so I was able to get into it and enjoy it. Lately I have been able to
have some fun with the video and I lose track of the time when I am being
filmed. The shoot I did with TigerLily was pretty long because I was into
it. I think a lot of the video clips that I have coming up will be long
like that since I have been getting into it and enjoying it.
Well I am going to try and
get to bed now. I need to get back on track so that I can go back to school
and be able to get up early. Hopefully by monday I will be able to go
to bed at night and wake up early.
September 4
I am fitting in as much shooting
as I can this week since next week I will start school. I will be so busy
that I won't know how much I will be able to do. So I guess this is my
shooting week. I have been talking to some other models over the weekend
and hope that I can work with them.
Today one of my friends went
back to Japan and she won't be back for a while so I am kind of sad about
that, but I know that I will see her again. I really do sometimes miss
Japan, and I wish I could just go back to visit anytime I want to, but
as you may know I am not getting the money I used to from my parents so
I have been saving for school. Therefore, I didn't go back to Japan this
year. Maybe later on this year, we will see. That might be fun since I
am sure I could find some more horny Japanese girls there to shoot with
me. hehe just a thought.
September 3
I have been teaching myself
a little bit more today to work on the site a little more. I have been
slowly learning stuff like photoshop and Premier so I will keep learning
that stuff to make my site better and better. As for photoshop. I noticed
that a lot of models use it to cover up flaws or problems on their pictures,
they look so good in person and I don't think that they need to. I feel
that I need some photoshop on me, but I never have time to do any. So
when you are looking at my pics you are seeing me how I really look without
the pictures being touched. I have so many flaws that just bug me, but
I guess I can't fix them when I put up almost 200 pic in an update. Oh
well I just hope no one gets dissapointed with my flaws. hehe.
September 1 & 2
I have been working all weekend
on some new shoots. I did a little shoot in a pool just today and at the
same time I had a little fun swimming and just relaxing by the pool. Yesterday
I met some of my friends including TigerLily and Mika for a little art
gallery party. The art was really cool and it ispired me to pose today
for the pool shoot. I think that I am very mellow girl not much of a party
wild girl. I guess just down to earth and happy to have my sexual freedom
to explore things that I have never done before. It makes me happy to
know that people enjoy looking at my site. I still don't have much confidence
in myself, but I know that the site is helping. Anyway, I think that I
am getting sappy and emotional.. Must be that time of the month coming
soon.. Well at least I can work on some of the video stuff and catch up
on e-mails this week. Oh and if you are waiting for that e-mail from me,
don't worry I will get to it, I just have been taking time for myself
lately and didn't get a chance to sit down to do them so patience:-)
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