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October 31
Today was fun at
school. I didn't dress up, but a lot of my classmates did. I saw some
funny costumes and had to laugh one girl even had cat eye contacts and
it scared me to see her eyes. I also bought a lot of candy for trick or
treaters but no one showed up to my appartment. I hope I don't get fat
eating all the candy I got. hehe. I have been really busy with school
and wanted to put something up for halloween, so I just put up some wallpapers
for my members on my fun page. So I hope you like them. Anyway, tomorrow
I am going to hang out with TigerLily and have some fun. I actually have
been too busy to see her lately so it will be nice to see her again.
October 30
Well I am excited
that I actually have a release date for my video. I will of course introduce
it at the Asian Sirens Expo on November 11th and then release it for sale
on this site on November 13th. I figure since that weekend is going to
be such a big event for me I would just do a shoot that weekend as well.
I have talked to a couple of other girls and asked them to shoot with
me. It really should be a pretty big shoot for me. I can't wait since
it has been a while since I was able to shoot because of school. Other
than that I was just sitting here and reading a notice at my appartments
and it says that someone broke into one of the appartments in my building.
I am getting scared now. I almost wish I had someone that lived with me
so I could be protected. Maybe I should get a gun? Scary.
October 29
I am so happy to
hear that people liked the update. I am glad that I put the lounging shoot
with the "piss" shoot. It gave people a good variety. If I didn't get
a comment about the one gallery I got a good comment about the other.
I am glad everyone liked it. Now some video news. I will be picking up
the video soon and will have them all packaged and ready in a little more
than a week. So I will be introducing the video at Asian Sirens Expo on
November 11th and will make it available to everyone on Nobember 13th.
I am really excited about this. I imagine I will have to take a picture
with the person that buys the first video at the convention. Just remember
that there is going to be a lot of footage on the video that you can't
see on my site including my first boy/girl scene so I hope you like it.
October 28
Ok the update is
done. You will have to check out my new little video called "Piss" I wonder
what that could be about hehe. Like I said I couldn't help but smile when
I did this shoot. There is also video for it since it is hard to take
too many pictures of the same "event" hehe. Well of course I did it with
Sabrine so she taught me well. First me then her, of course there was
a lot of licking to get us warmed up first. Also check out the shoot I
did for a member in the panties he had sent to me. Just a simple lounging
around shoot, but I did get a little turned on and couldn't help myself
but start playing around. Well enjoy it also let me know if the "piss"
shoot is something you would like to see more of or not.
October 27
Sorry for the late
diary today. I had a Halloween party last night and got carried away with
how late it got. It was really fun to be with people, but I am just too
shy and just sat in the corner all alone. I dressed up but I was dumb
enough not to take any pictures. Well I am working on the update right
now and will have it up later tonight. It should be a great one.
October 26
This morning I went
out to my car to go to school and my car door was open. I don't mean unlocked
I mean open. So I got a little scared and ran back inside my appartment.
After it got a little lighter outside I went back out to see what was
going on. I noticed that my stereo was gone and my CD changer too. There
was a cigarette on the seat and the keyhole for the door was missing.
I also I one of those clubs so that people can't steal your car and that
looked like someone tried to get it off, but they couldn't. So I called
the police and just went to school. I feel more scared than upset about
it, but I really can't beleive that it could happen. I lost some CD's
that a nice member sent to me and I guess I need to fix my car now, other
than that I am just happy that I wasn't there when they did it to my car.
Something funny is that my stereo was a MD player that I bought in Japan.
When I bought it I noticed that the radio doesn't work in America because
the stations are different. So whoever stole it will use it and get frustrated
that the radio doesn't work so hahaha take that asshole. Ok I feel better
now.
October 25
School was kind of
fun today. I got all my homework done quickly so I think I can relax a
little and do something fun on the weekend. A girl in my class invited
me to a BBQ and I think that I will try and go to it. I am also getting
ready for the Expo next month. I will have to bring a TV with me so I
can show off some of my video, well that is if it is Ok for the convention.
I mean the video is pretty hard :-) I am also going to do a lot of shooting
that weekend so I need to make sure I have a good place to do it too.
OK I am really tired so I am going to bed, I might do a little touching
to put myself to sleep so I have to go hehe
October 24
A lot of you wanted
to know when and where the Asian Sirens convention is going to be held.
Well take a look at their site here.
I will have a booth and will be showing off my site, pictures and Video.
It should be really fun. I will be glad to sign autograph pictures if
you come and visit me. I will of course give them out free to people that
know me from my site. I think that I am going to sale my video at the
convention too, but I am not sure if they will allow that or not. I hope
so though. Most of the models there will be really big named glamour models
and only a few of us will be like me just little hardcore Asian. hehe.
I guess that is a good thing, but they are so pretty and have such nice
bodies. I guess I better keep working out and dieting hehe. OK as for
the video. I was told today that I will have them next week. Then I will
just start selling them. I may need some suggestions on how to set up
a script to run on the site for ordering the video so if anyone knows
how to do that please let me know.
October 23
I stayed up all night
working on my homework so I was a little late getting this diary up. I
have school in a few minutes so this will be a quick one. School is getting
really hectic. It is kind of midterm time and I have a lot of tests. I
can't wait until I have a little break, but that won't be until Christmas
time. I am happy because my mother is going to come and visit me here
for Christmas this year. I would like to go to Japan, but I will have
to wait a while again. Save the money for my school. Anyway, I better
get going to school, other than that I should have the video this week
and for sale sometime next week after I set up the shopping cart system.
Hmm I will have to sale other stuff too.
October 22
I have had a lot
of comments from the live chat yesterday. I am so glad that those that
got to see it liked it. It was fun showing my talent live on camera yes
the same talent as in the last update "Twitch." I will give everyone a
chance to know when the next time I will do live cam again, but school
comes first hehe so I will see what I can do. Today I also registered
to have my own booth at the Asian. Sirens Expo on November 11th. I will
be signing autographs and selling my video. Plus I will have a little
preview of my site so if you want to come by and meet me please do during
that convention. I also might have a special guest with me at the convention.
We will just keep it a secret who until that time comes. I think that
that weekend will be very busy for me since I am planning on doing a lot
of shoots too. Well I better get to bed now, time for me to dream.
October 21
I think that the
Live Chat went really well. It was the first time I have ever done it.
I didn't know that I would have so much fun and get so wet when doing
it. There is just something sexy about knowing that there are several
people viewing me naked while I masturbate. I came so quickly after I
got into it a bit. It was so easy with the thought that I had while doing
it. I am sure I will do it again, but I will have to plan it since I don't
have too much time with school homework and everything. It was also nice
to see Allison Chien show up and chat for a while she is so kind. Well
now the next big thing will be the video. I will be making it available
really soon so just keep coming back for when it comes out. Well I am
feeling horny again thinking about that chat tonight so I am just going
to lay down on my bed and see what happens hehe.
October 20
Well the car show
was kind of fun today. I went and it was pretty crowded. I met some nice
fans and felt so good meeting them. It was a little to loud in the rooms
where the cars were. I don't like loud music too much, I guess I am getting
old hehe. I also found some really cute girls that I would really love
to shoot with. I had some pictures taken so I will share them soon. I
also ran into some friends Akira PM and Linda Tran to name a couple. They
are so kind and helpful toward me.
I will be doing the
live cam today, it is for members only since I will be getting a little
naked, well that and I wanted something to pay back all of you that have
helped me get through school another semester. So members just follow
the instructions in the members section and I will see you there. I am
pretty excited about it since it is the first time for live cam.
October 19
I am done with the
update. You have to see "twitch" it is my latest little video. It is kind
of short, but it will show you what I can do. I think that I will make
a new fetish called "twitch." I am not going to reveal what it is unless
you see the video and gallery. All you have to do it just think about
penetrating me when you see it. hehe. Just be sure you wash your computer
screen after you see it. Also I am planning to do my live cam chat this
weekend. It will only be for members so just check my members section
for the place, time and instructions for the live cam chat. Oh yes I will
be getting naked so cum prepared... haha I mean come prepared. Also if
you want to meet me in person. I will be attending the Maximum Model Show
tomorrow evening. I'll sign autographs and take pictures with you if you
ask nicely. Well other than that I guess just check out the other photo
set I put up. Something to do with Anal beads hehe.
October 18
Well I am back on
schedule with the video. Thanks to a little help from a very kind fan
of my site. He was kind enough to help me set up what I needed to print
the boxes and I have the printers working on finishing it up. They said
it will take just another week to get it back to me so that is good news.
So as soon as I get them I will be ready to make them available to everyone.
I know a lot of you are waiting to see the first boy/girl scene I have
done. It looks really sexy to me, but I guess that is up to whoever sees
it. I hope everyone will enjoy it. Oh did I tell you I am excited hehe,
well I am excited.
October 17
I am so happy today.
I started the day so stressed out. I want to get the video out and set
up the live cam, but things have not gone as planned, However that changed
just by talking to a person that I have never met. I was amazed how someone
being so kind could make me feel so good. I just called to make an appointment
with the doctor, don't worry just a check up, and the lady that answered
the phone was so nice to me. She made sure she said my name right and
everything. She even asked me about my family life and what it is like
in Japan. She just had a very respectful tone and sounded so happy to
talk to me even though she had never met me before. I wish more people
could be like that I think that everyone would be happy... sorry it was
a slow day for me hehe. My other computer broke down so I am doing this
diary on my slow computer, but I am so happy.
October 16
What do you think
of a live chat? Maybe for Sunday. I should have the webcam working by
then and I will let all my members know the details in then next day or
so. I think that I will be getting naked for this so it will be for my
members only. I know some of you guys want to see it, but you know I do
need to get through school. I will have some instructions on when and
where and what you will need for the chat on the members page soon. Other
than that I think that I might go to one of the shows this weekend. I
guess there is some kind of Auto Show down near San Diego in Del Mar.
I heard there is going to be a lot of really cute Asian. girls there so
I will have to check that out. You would be welcome to come see me if
you can get the info... I will post it when I find out too. Then on Sunday
there is the Asian. model expo. I am not sure I will go to that. I might
just do the live chat that day so that would be enough. Anyway, keep checking
back and I will let everyone know what is happening.
October 15
The video is done.
The only problem I am having right now is the box cover. Apparently I
don't know much about printing. I am hoping that a fan of mine will come
and rescue me if you have any experience with graphic design and printing.
Basically, I have already done the design of the box in photoshop, but
now the printers want the box formatted into Quark set up ready to print.
Well I don't have Quark so I can't get the box printed. If anyone has
experience with Quark please send me an e-mail if you would like to help.
I have the raw photoshop pictures set up for 300 DPI, but just need someone
to do the rest. Help! I would be happy to give you a free copy of the
video if you help me out. Please e-mail me here,
and let me know what experience you have in doing Quark, then I will let
you know what needs to be done. I am in a panic and want to get this done
so everyone can enjoy my video. I guess I just need a little help.
October 14
Well I gave up on
the webcam thing working with my digital camera so I just decided to go
out and buy a camera that would work. So I set that up tonight and got
it working with my yahoo account. I haven't used Yahoo messenger much,
but I guess I will get used to it now. I think that I will have to try
it out and do a live cam show for my members soon. Possibly this weekend
I will set it up to do it. Just give me a couple of days and I will see
about a time and a place to do it... then I will send out a message as
to when and where. I might do it for everyone for the first time and see
how it goes, but most likely in the future it will be for members only.
Of course I need to think about it first. I will just start with a warm
up I guess and see where it goes from there. Anyone know if it is OK to
be naked on a Yahoo webcam? I guess we will find out huh? Anyway stay
tuned... (hehe I always wanted to say that...) and I will let you know
what happens with it.
October 13
Isn't it great to
be able to sleep in? I just laid in bed all morning and slept. I was dreaming
a little dream, but I wasn't sure what the dream was about, but when I
did wake up I was so horny and wet. Well I don't need to say what happened
next, but I did the usual thing and just touched myself with the sheets
on me until I came. I think that tomorrow I will do the same thing, I
just hope that I can remember these dreams that wake me up so wet. Maybe
just some memories of the past shoots or just some fantasies. Well I better
get to bed so I can dream, and maybe think of my upcoming shoots hehe.
October 12
Today I noticed that
my hair is growing back from my bad self hair cut from a few months ago,
but it is growing kind of uneven. So I just decided I would go and get
it cut. I went down to the hair salon and I brought a picture of me from
my website so I could show the person my hair before I cut it. It was
a clothed picture not nude, but I showed it to the guy and told him that
I wanted it cut like I had it before. He looked at the picture and then
looked at me and back at the picture and said "is that you?" I just said
yes. So he asked me if I model. So I told him I do, but I kept it a secret
as to what kind of modeling hehe, but he seemed to know something. Well
I don't know if he recognized me or not, but maybe he did. I have never
really been recognized before unless I am going to a party or convention
where I tell people I am going. Interesting... Well anyway, I got my hair
cut kind of like how I had it before. So I hope some of you like it that
way. I am sure I can still use the hair piece too so don't worry if it
sounds like I changed my appearance.
October 11
Today's update is
a pretty cultural one. I did a shoot a while back that involved NAWA or
Japanese rope bondage. It was fun to study it and learn how to do it.
I had to show my photographer how to do it since my arms were tied behind
my back. The ropes were so tight at first that when I started playing
with myself I had to loosen the ropes up just so I could fit the dildo
inside my cookie. I am sure that I will do a lot more Nawa in the future
because it was very fun. I might even try wearing it around under my clothes
sometime to see how it feels. My other update is another beach shoot.
This time with my longer hair and a lot more people watching me at the
beach. Yes I was fully naked. I figure it is my last fling for the summer
weather before it gets too cold. Well enjoy it and let me know what you
think.
October 10
It was a long day
today. I hope I can get back to normal. I actually got to go to school
and do a little work to get caught up. I also had a little set back on
the video. They were having problems with my box cover, but I am still
planning on having it all ready for next week. I can't wait to bring it
out so that everyone can see it. Did I tell you that it is XXX hehehe...LOL.
Well not like my site is soft anyway:-) Well also I have an opportunity
to be in a popular European magazine next month and so I have been told
I will be the feature in it. I am not sure what kind of reaction I will
get from it, but I will let you know before hand what it is and when it
is coming out so that you that are in Europe can pick me up a copy too.
October 9
Yesterday was so
stressful. As you may know my site went down for most of the day. All
I could do is panic and hope that I didn't lose everything. Well now it
is working so I feel much better, but I couldn't get the diary up so here
is a late addition hehe. I missed school this morning because I was up
all night worrying, but I am going to go to school later tonight so that
I can get some make up work. Then I think I will get some sleep. Anyway,
I will be updating tomorrow so I am excited about that.
October 8
Well back to school
today. I saw that girl in my class again and she is beautiful. I really
want to ask her if she wants to shoot with me, but I am just too scared
to ask. Maybe I will wait until the end of the semester that way if it
is uncomfortable I won't have to live with it that long. Anyway, after
school I came home and did a little work on the upcoming update. I processed
some video and got it ready. I realized that I don't have much bondage
videos up except for the video with Jessica Claira and TigerLily, but
that is really artistic. However, the video for this week will have a
little Japanese bondage with some good action in it. I shot it a while
ago, but I just never got around to editing the video, so now I have and
it will be up this week.
October 7
Today was a really
nice day, but I think I was a little lazy. I just did some homework and
then did some work, but just sit at home and relax. I did find out that
people are trying to take advantage of me out there. I actually received
some e-mail's from some beautiful girls that want to meet and shoot with
me, the only problem with a little elimination and thinking I found out
that these girls aren't really girls at all. They are actually guys trying
to get close to me and know more about me. They want to see my nude pictures
ect... I don't understand it. I am so open about this stuff anyway, I
mean if you want to know something about me just ask I will tell. If you
want to see my nude picture well they are all over my site hehe. So I
don't get it. I mean what do they want from me? I am not going to meet
them if they lie to me. I am sure that members will be able to meet me
anytime I have a party or am at a convention so it doesn't make very much
sense to lie about who you are. Oh well, just a waste of their time hehe.
I prefer the truthful kind members that are the majority of you out there.
October 6
Thank you all so
much for your support. I am so happy from all the support and praise I
got. It makes me feel so good about people. I know that the decision to
do the boy/girl shoot was something that was going to effect a lot of
people, but thank you for understanding my decision. My concerns included
the fact that people's fantasies about me would be destroyed, but someone
e-mailed me and simply said, "Can I be next" so I realized that that fantasy
is still there. A-lot more of you asked when the video is coming out,
hehe:-) that made me laugh because it showed me that you support what
I have decided. Well the video should be available in about two weeks
or less and will be available here on my site. It really is something
that I am very proud of, after all I produced it and everything pretty
much all by myself with just a little help from friends. Anyway, today
was a wonderful day and everyone put a smile on my face with your supportive
e-mails. Thank you
October 5
From day one of doing
this site I had planned to do boy/girl. No one ever even said to me "Satomi
you should do boy girl" until after I brought it up. I have been so punished
ever since then when I bring it up. I don't understand it. I would never
do anything that would hurt myself or do anything that I didn't think
was unsafe. I am a grown women, and I know what I want. I don't know what
to say to make everyone understand though. I mean should I give out the
potential guys information so that everyone can see if he is clean enough
for me? Really if you would feel more comfortable with knowing something
about that person please e-mail me and I would be happy to clear it up
for you. Basically it comes down to this... I am going to make my own
decision and I am going to do it with much thought in regards to my personal
life as much as my life with my site. It does run together, but no one
will ever understand everything about me and what goes on in my private
life. I love to share that private side with everyone as much as possible,
but there are still things I hold sacred to myself. One of these is the
decision to do Boy/girl. I have made a decision and it comes after almost
a year of thinking and planning (and I might add testing^_^) to make sure
it is safe and something that "I" want to do. I have been through much
testing and even waiting periods to ensure everything is as safe as possible.
That is all set in stone, don't let the role playing fool you. Well that
decision was made a few weeks ago and I decided to do it. I shot the scene
already and it is on film and will be on the video coming out soon. So
with that being said. I hope that those that want to see it will love
it and those that don't will be happy to know that they don't have to
see it... It will not be on the website, and will be the last scene on
the video so you can still order the video and I would even be happy to
erase the last scene for those who would like that. I hope that everyone
will understand this decision. That basically it came with lots of thought.
I love my members you are all so kind to me and I appreciate all of you
with my heart, but I hope that in return I get the same appreciation for
the decision that I made. Love to you all.. Your Satomi:-)
October 4
Today I feel pretty
happy. I had an easy day at school and then came home to work a little.
Doing some e-mails and making some phone calls to set up some shoots.
I often work on my pictures and video and today I got turned on pretty
bad by one of the videos I did recently. So I just decided to go to bed
and lay down a bit. I snuggled up in the blankets and started to imagine
my cookie getting licked by a beautiful girl. Mmm that was so nice. I
stated to experiment a little more with my cookie and played around with
my "g-spot".. I still am not too sure if that is what I am feeling, but
whatever it is it feels really good inside of me. I think I came and just
fell asleep naked in the blankets. I felt so peaceful. I napped for a
couple of hours and then got some homework done. I need to get to bed
so I can get up one more time this week. I think this weekend I will fit
some shoots in and see about getting the video finished to sale.
October 3
I talked to my friend
Natsuko in San Diego and we talked about some cool ideas for some future
photoshoots. I thought about it a bit and told her that I never did any
video with my double penetration, so we talked about doing that and making
some video. So as soon as we meet up again we will do that shoot. Sorry
it will not be on the VHS video I am making this time, but I guess that
means that I would have to make another one in the future, but I won't
think about that yet. Now the last scene of is on the video. I may have
hinted before as to what will be in that scene, but let me just say that
it will be really hot. When the video comes out I will put a little of
a tease out of that scene, but it will be only on the video. Well it is
off to homework for me then to bed.
October 2
Well here is the
update for this week. It is an interesting one it kind of shows off two
sides of me. One is me and my evil side, well I don't have much of an
evil side, but it was fun to pretend anyway. I get handcuffed to a bar
and can't help but look mad hehe. Also see my set with me all alone on
the Bonneville Salt Flats out in the middle of nowhere in Utah. I did
a little video with it too. There has been a lot of mark set for land
speed out there, but it looks like I am setting a little record of my
own, the first nude Asian. girl, LOL. Also I have added a new fantasy
to top it all off. Thank goodness for all of my wonderful members that
send me fantasies. It has given me hours of pleasure reading them.
October 1
It was a long day
at school today, but I saw a girl in my class that must have transferred
in from another class. She was so beautiful and she looked really nice.
I have to admit I got a little turned on in class and was distracted by
her. Of course all the guys were looking at her too. Well I wish I was
brave and walk up to her and ask her if she would want to play around
with me, but I am the quiet one in class. I think because of my fear of
speaking English to others makes me quiet. Still I would love to do that
just once to see what happens, but I don't think I ever will. I guess
you could say that I am brave for what I do, but I am still very scared
to just talk to people normally. I think that the camera protects me sometimes.
When I am in public naked somehow all of my focus is on the camera and
getting a little fun out of the situation. Then when I need to get up
in class and say something I can't do it without trembling. Interesting..
I will have to think about what I do when I am naked a little more and
see if I can use it to be a little more brave in social situations.
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