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November 30
I am getting ready
for the update tomorrow. I have a lot of homeword to do, but the update
will get done too. I went out to do a little shopping today and I saw
the cutest stuffed animal. I wanted to get it, but I have too many stuffed
animals already. It is getting hard for me to put them all to bed at night
because there are too many of them. So if you want to send me something
don't send me a stuffed animal hehe. I can't take care of them, but they
are all so cute. Well I stayed up late again tonight so I will have to
sleep in a little tomorrow and get the update up at night.
November 29
I am so horney tonight.
I am sitting her just touching myself even as I type this diary. I went
out and rented a porn video. I have never really done that before, it
was kind of embarassing for me since the person working at the store looked
at me weird. I don't know what it is but I can't cum enough today. It
might be the stess of the upcoming finals, but gosh it feels good. I am
almost sore inside from today, but I just want more. Anyway, it has taken
me a while to do this diary since I am watching the video too, I think
that I will finish this and go to bed naked. So sorry for the short diary.
November 28
I am really busy
with school this week, but thanks to a couple of you I have the click2asia
club for everyone to see. A couple of the guys are updating it with pictures
of me and running it so go check it out here
if you like. I have been getting a lot of comments about what I did with
Cheryl a couple of weeks back. I know I didn't come out and just say it,
but I wanted to hint at what I did. One person guessed part of what I
did with her and I have to admit that that part of it was really interesting
and almost scary for me to do. Let me just hint at that again. It has
to do with my fist hehe, but that isn't all we did that weekend. In fact
I know a lot of you also want more boy/girl stuff so I couldn't help myself.
I will let you fill in the blank as to what I did, but all I can say is
wow I enjoyed that. It might be a while before I post the pics from that
day, but when I do it will be very exciting.
Novebmer 27
Wow I went to do
some e-mails today and realized that I am overwhelmed. I didn't realize
how many e-mails I had in my inbox. Almost 1000. I will be honest and
say that I don't know if I can answer all of them, but I will try. With
school I don't have as much time as I used to to do the e-mails, but I
promise if you get an e-mail from me it is from me and not someone else.
I know that I got e-mails from other people when I thought I was getting
an e-mail from someone I wanted to get the e-mail. I don't want that to
happen. I like my site being personal to everyone. It is for everyone
out there that is reading this now. This site is for you. I guess that
is why I try so hard to make everyone happy. That is hard to do, but I
do my best. I think that being Japanese made me that way. I feel like
I have to make everyone happy. I imagine that is a good thing:-)
November 26
I am kind of frustrated
with my shopping cart system. I found out that it hasn't been working
for the last two days. So today I spent the day changing to a new company.
It is the same price and everything, but a little better service. Well
other than that I had class again today and I felt that I had a long break
but back to school now. So I have a lot of homework and after working
on the site I just did my homework. I am going to go to bed now and hope
the I get enough sleep. I usually go to bed between 11:00 and 12:00 but
lately my homework keeps me up until later. hehe, Oh well I am used to
it now. Well 3 hours of sleep is all I can get tonight, but I will definitely
take a nap tomorrow after school. Goodnight.
November 25
I got an e-mail today
that offered me to model part time while I work full time somewhere else.
I was kind of laughing because I thought that I was modeling full time
already hehe. I guess I could do it part time and full time too LOL. It
is really interesting all of the offers that I get to work. Some people
promise that I will be famous. I guess I will let everyone know right
now that I am just a simple person and don't want to be famous. It would
be Ok if I was famous, but it is the last thing that I will try to do.
I have even had offers from some big name magazines, but I turned them
down because I didn't like the way they talked. They acted like I was
nothing and without their help I was nothing. I would rather be nothing.
I am just happy to be who I am and am having fun doing what I am doing
now. I know that I won't be young forever so I don't really want to be
famous for a short time and not have a future. My future is with school
and a job that I like. I of course will be proud that I am doing this
site, but will just enjoy it while I can. So far people are so kind to
me and support me as a person. Thank you
November 24
I met up with the
girl that wants to shoot with me today and so we hung out and did a little
shooting. She is really nice, I think that I am going to help her open
up her website so she can get started doing what I am doing so I will
let you know how that goes. Her name is Deja and she has a really pretty
smile. You can see her yahoo club at http://clubs.yahoo.com/clubs/asianamatureclub
just stop by and say hello to her. I felt so happy to help her out today.
After that I spent some time wrapping up videos to send out and then got
to go to Ikea again. I think that I love that place hehe. I got some picture
frames to fit some of my pictures that I had printed out and put them
up on my boring wall in my appartment. I didn't realize how boring it
was until I put up the pictures there, now it looks like an art gallery.
I will have to do a photo shoot in front of it that will be a good theme.
November 23
I was able to finish
the update today. I am pretty happy with the DP gallery. DP is of course
Double Penetration. I like the way it came out and it was actually something
that I enjoyed very much. I can't figure it out, but it is a lot different
having something in my tushy while I have something in my cookie. It feels
really good.
Tonight I also met
a girl that wants to shoot with me and I am excited to do it. We might
be doing it really soon so I will let you know what happens. Well I hope
that everyone likes the update. I am finding out that it is really difficult
to make everyone happy, I guess I will just do my best, Enjoy.
November 22
Happy Thanksgiving
to everyone. I had my cornish game hen and just rented a movie. It was
nice to just curl up on the couch and watch the movie with the lights
off. Kind of peaceful even though it is kind of lonely, but I kind of
like that quiet. Makes me smile when I can think of things clearly. I
did plan a little trip today. I don't have anything to do over Christmas
this year so I decided since I don't have school during that week, I would
take a trip somewhere. I am not exactly sure where I will go, but I think
I might just drive to Las Vegas or San Francisco or maybe somewhere where
it snows, because I like christmas in the snow. I guess that means more
nude pictures in the snow hehe:-)
November 21
A funny thing happened
to me today. I was getting gas at the gas station and someone drove by
in a car and honked the horn. A guy leaned out the window and yelled something
to me. He whistled and said something else like I was beautiful. I was
so surprised so I just looked dumb and waved back. That has never happened
to me before so I was kind of happy, but kind of confused too. Usually
people just ignore me and don't notice me too much. I like it that way,
but this experience was kind of nice too. I don't really dress up too
much when I go to school or out somewhere so maybe I should sometimes.
I normally just look like a nerd with my glasses and jeans on. I guess
that goes with the computer stuff I am learning at school. It might be
kind of funny to dress up in one of my sexy outfits and go to school to
see how many people look at me. Right now they just ignore me unless they
have a question about a program or something. that makes me feel just
as good since people come to me for answers, I guess they assume that
I am asian and understand this kind of stuff hehe.
Well tomorrow is
Thanksgiving. I am not sure what I am going to do. Last year I had some
friends over and cooked a big turkey, but this year I might have to just
sit home and make it for myself. I went out and got a small cornish gamehen,
not sure what that is, but it was small and looked like a turkey hehe.
Oh well it will be a good meal for me all alone.
November 20
Tonight I got some
pictures of me printed to hang up on the wall. Just some pictures that
don't show my face like one of my arm and abstract stuff. I needed something
on my walls at home because they are really boring.
I was wondering something
tonight. I seem to get horny when I am tired. I came home after school
and was so tired that I went to lay down. I was laying down and I got
turned on just all of the sudden. So I touched myself and came really
quickly, then I fell asleep. I don't know if it is because I am tired
but it seems like I masturbate when I am tired and in bed. So I guess
I wonder if I get turned on because of me being tired or because of being
in my bed. I also get turned on looking at pictures and video on the internet,
but that is because I fantasize about what I see, so I am not sure. Anyway,
if anyone knows let me know. I would be interested in the psychological
reasons. hehe
Novebmer 19
Ok my Japanese is
getting bad. I just finished updating the Japanese version of my site
and it seems like I am better at updating the English version of the site
than it is the Japanese version. Well I use Jisho san to do the English
stuff and I am motivated because all through high school I made sure that
I would be able to speak English. So now that I am in America and speak
English everyday I don't use my Japanese so much. Kind of interesting,
but I guess I still have it in me. I guess I better go back to Japan and
speak Japanese for a while. I am saving money so I don't think I will
go back for a while. When I do though I am going to do lots of photoshoots
and find lots of other girls to shoot with. Well I am going to get into
bed again and play around. My mother is gone so I think just for fun I
will moan loudly hehe
November 18
Today I did some
shopping at Ikea hehe. I didn't know how nice everything was there. I
got some new chairs and tables, nothing really big just for decoration.
I saw some paintings there that I really liked and I think I will go back
this week and get one. Of course I don't have very much room in my appartment
so I better watch what I get. Anyway, tomorrow my mother is leaving so
I can get back to normal. I have been trying to update the Japanese version
of my site and haven't been able to sneak a time to do it. I am also so
horny right now. I think that I will have to lock the door tonight. I
hope my mom doesn't get curious. Well I am pretty tired since I have been
going out with her all weekend. So I am going to enjoy myself under my
blankets in bed tonight.
Novebmer 17
I had a lot of fun
today. My mother took me out to eat, but I think I ate too much. I need
to go on a diet again after she leaves. Anyway, I haven't been able to
check the message boards today so just wait a little bit until I can sneak
a chance. Also I will start planning what I want to do on the shoots next
weekend.
I did a lot of thinking
today about my future plans and I guess I am dreaming but I imagined that
I will have what everyone wants, but if it is Ok I will just share with
you. I of course want a good job that pays a lot and maybe I can work
at home. Of course I want to work with computers. It would be nice to
have a big house and a nice car. Not too nice or big, I like things simple
and besides that I am pretty cheap so I would like to save money hehe.
Oh of course I would like to have a nice husband, but maybe I want to
support him hehe. Well I will keep working for it with school and dreaming
too. I will talk about it more later, but my mother is here so I have
to keep it short.
Novebmer 16
Well this is going
to be a rush diary. My mom is in the shower so I am doing it quickly before
she is done. Today I just did a lot of shopping with her and I am so tired.
I haven't spoken Japanese so much for a long time. I think that I am forgeting
some Japanese. My mother will be leaving on monday so I can get back to
normal. I have a shoot next weekend so I can't wait to do that. I might
even have some other girls there that I am excited to shoot with. I will
let everyone know. I better go now though I think she is about finished.
November 15
Today I had to do
the update a little early. I have my mother here now so I have to be careful.
In fact I am locked in the bathroom with my laptop typing this so I can
upload it in a little bit. Kind of funny if you think about it. Anyway,
the update is done and I put three galleries up. I thought I haven't had
an anal shoot for a while so I put one up and I actually did anal with
another girl for the first time Cheryl of course was really fun to play
with in this mutual anal set. I also put up a gallery of me and TigerLily
playing in the ocean. I called it Chicken of the sea. My frined told me
that would be funny to put up. hehe. The last gallery was just a little
teaser for the video. It is actually the pictures that were taken before
my first boy/girl scene and well I got a little horney and the photographer
was the only one available. Just check it out, but you have to get the
video to see the whole scene
November 14
I was able to get
my first shipment of videos out today so those of you that oredered it
you should get it soon. I was a little worried that maybe customs would
check it, but I just declared the videos as educational videos. Hopefully
they are educational hehe. I also had to clean my appartment up a little
because my mother will be here tomorrow so the vibrators have to be locked
up and the videos are safe under my bed I hope. I have an update tomorrow,
so I worked on it a little tonight so I just need to upload it while my
mother isn't looking, but it is a good update. It made me get turned on
while I was getting it ready. Tomorrow I have school and then I am kind
of glad, but I don't have class on Friday so that will be a day that I
spend with my mother. I guess it will be a little break away from the
site, but I guess I need to do that every once in a while. Well off to
bed for a little fun before I get rid of all the vibrators hehe:-)
November 13
Well now that I got
the video out I can return to my regular kind of diary. On Saturday I
mentioned that I did some stuff that I have never doen before but fantasized
about. As you may know I had a shoot all day that day and I shot with
Cheryl and TigerLily. Cheryl is one wild girl and I love it. I am just
going to surprise you with what we did, but I am going to have to keep
myself quiet because it was so amazing. All I can say is I hope that everyone
has a good stomach hehe.
This week might be
kind of hard for me to work a lot. I have my mother coming to stay with
me from Japan. She comes every once in a while so I have to just lock
the door while I do the update on thursday. I also have my videos hidden
under my bed. I think that I will have to give them to my friend for safe
keeping until she leaves. Anyway, just letting you know in case I don't
get back to you right away.
November 12
It is finally here.
Today I introduced my new video and am giving everyone an opportunity
to own a copy. As I said before I introduced it yesterday at the Asian
Sirens Expo and was really happy with how many of you purchased it. I
would like to congradulate Eric for being the first person in line to
purchase my video. Today's pic of the day shows Eric with me and his first
edition video featuring me. hehe. So congrats. I also had my first online
purchase just a few minutes ago and was really happy. I am so excited
that I want to dance. *shake* *swing* ok enough of that. Just remember
that the video is 2 hours long and is completely unedited and that goes
for my first boy/girl scene at the end. Oh and also the box cover was
designed by myself *blush* I hope you like it. all the scenes are very
well done and the video as a whole is pretty high quality, so enjoy. I
think I will pop it in and have a look myself. hehe sorry I am excited:-)
November 11
I had so much fun
tonight at the Asian Sirens Expo. I got to meet a lot of you and say hello,
but the big thing is that I finally introduced my video. It was really
popular, I was so surprised. Well it will be out on tuesday for everyone
to buy. It is 2 hours long and has 16 different scenes including my first
sex scene. I will put up a little pic of the day so you can get kind of
a preview from the expo tonight. Cheryl sat with me and helped me with
people that I had a hard time understanding, she is really kind and helpful
to me. I really love working with her well that and she is really sexy
too. Again thank you to those of you that came by and said hello. I was
so happy to meet all of you. I went home with a smile on my face I have
the greatest fans:-)
November 10
Oh what a day I had.
Sex sex sex. I had such a good time. I had to change some plans with who
I was shooting with, but I just invited Cheryl Dynasty and TigerLily over
to do some shoots. I did some stuff that I never thought I would ever
do in my life. Things that I have always been curious about, but never
did, but now I can say I have done it and it was fun. I think I will save
it for a surprise when I update the site with the pictures that I took
today. Lets just say that Cheryl has a big cookie and can do amazing things
with my help. I also had a different experience with sex a combination
that I had fantasized about. It came true tonight and I was able to cum
several times. I even got to speak a little dirty and it was kind of fun.
Well I will see all of you devoted fans that are in LA tomorrow at the
expo. Yes my official release of my video is tomorrow. I am so happy.
November 9
Well tomorrow I will
be shooting. I haven't had time to do it lately, but I should get a lot
done tomorrow. I am feeling pretty horny just thinking about it. I want
to just go to bed and touch myself, but I better save it for tomorrow.
I will let everyone know how it goes and even let youin on who is going
to be with me.
Today I talked with
my classmates and one of them is an artist and she had some pictures of
her work. I thought that it was so beautiful so I told her I would love
to buy something from her. I don't think that it will cost too much, but
I really want to get one of the ones that I picked out. It was very erotic
and made me feel kind of sensual right there so I will see if I can get
it. I think that it would be a good background picture for one of my shoots
so I will see if I can get it and include it in a background. I know that
you guys probably don't care too much about the background in my pictures,
but it is always nice to have a theme.
November 8
I am so happy. Today
I got all of my videos and they are all ready to go. They look great I
can't wait to bring them out so everyone can get a copy. I will take a
bunch of them to the Expo on Sunday and then I will release them for everyone
to buy on Tuesday November 13th. I am so glad to see the box cover came
out good. I designed it by myself but of course needed help to put it
into print form so the printer could print it, but it looks great. So
as soon as I get the shopping cart ready then we will be ready. I have
school tomorrow, but I am going to stay up a little bit to get some of
that done. Hehe I guess I am just so excited about it.
November 7
I am happy that everyone
enjoyed the update. I came back from school to a lot of nice e-mails.
I wish I could answer them all right now, but I have so many and not sure
when I can get to them. I have a lot of homework tonight so I think I
am going to be up a little later tonight. I am so tired from last night
because I had to get the update done with my homework too, but I got it
done so I feel good. I will wrap everything up tomorrow and then get ready
for the photoshoot I have on Saturday and the Expo I have on Sunday, and
of course the release of my video on Tuesday. I am kind of looking forward
to it and am excited to see the reactions I get. Well back to my reading
and homework and then I will snuggle up in bed.
November 6
Well I am very busy
with school so I had an interesting day. I did the update while I worked
on my homework at the same time. However, I did a great update again.
I am especially proud of my friend who photographed me, Cheryl Dynasty,
and TigerLily in today's update. I think it kind of looks like Charlie's
Angels hehe. I also put up a little teaser of one of the parts of my video
that is coming out on the 13th next week. I called it butterfly because
of the new toy I get to use in the shoot and it worked pretty good. Now
I just have a few more days of school this week and then I will be ready
for Asian Sirens on Sunday as well as my big photo shoot on Saturday.
I am excited because of who is going to be there with me. You will see
hehe:-)
Novebmer 5
I feel actually much
better today than before. I went to school and my teacher canceled some
of my homework so I was happy I had a little less to do. When I got home
I did some exercise and just finished up a little homework that I had
left. After all of that I got a message on my machine that my videos are
all ready and all I need to do is pick them up. So I will definitely have
them on Sunday at the Expo and will get them for sale on the site on Tuesday
next week. I am so excited. I also talked to Cheryl yesterday and I think
that she is going to be sitting with me at my booth at the Expo, so you
can come meet us both. I will be sure to bring lots of videos just so
I don't run out, and remember I am so excited about it that I want to
take a picture with the first person that buys my video.
November 4
I feel a lot better
today. I went to bed and slept for about 20 hours. I must have just been
very tired and felt bad because I was so weak. I am ready to go to bed
again though so I feel kind of bad because I didn't get much work done
this weekend. Some good news is that I did get a few e-mails from people
that want to shoot with me and a couple of them I haven't shot with before.
They are so beautiful and I don't want to spoil a surprise so you will
just have to see who it is after I shoot with them this week. You should
know who one of the girls is so I am pretty excited. I am also preparing
to go to the Asian Sirens Expo and will be there with someone else next
to me that is on my site. Hmmm I will tell you a little later who that
is too. Anyway, I need to do a little homework and then get back into
bed. I think that I might have to play with myself a little to get to
sleep since I slept so much today.
November 3
I think that I was
really tired from this last week. I just slept until really late in the
afternoon, after I woke up I didn't feel very good and I remembered that
yesterday one of my classmates was sick. I think that I got what they
had because I don't feel very good. I am so tired and my body aches. I
think that I have influenza. Well I guess it is good that it is the weekend
so I can just rest. Tonight I am just going to lay down and watch TV and
maybe eat some chicken soup. hehe. I was planning on going out tomorrow
and do something fun, but I guess I will just stay home, that is OK it
will give me a chance to maybe catch up on some e-mails and prepare for
the update this week. Well goodnight:-)
November 2
Today I had school,
but I had my car dropped off to fix the lock on the door from the people
that broke into it a week ago. Then I had them take me to school. I feel
so good because I am starting to understand some of the programs that
I am using. After school I got to hang out with TigerLily and go shopping.
We bought some cute outfits and also so stuff that we can do a shoot in
next week before the Asian Sirens Expo. I am pretty excited about it and
can't wait to release my video on that day. So lookfor some really hot
shoots with me and a few of the other girls that I will be shooting with
that weekend. Oh and don't forget if you are able to come to the Expo
to stop by and say hello. I don't think that I will be giving out too
many pictures to people unless they know who I am and have seen my site.
So if you see me just say hello I know you and I will be happy. hehe.
I mean I like meeting new people that don't know who I am, but it is always
nice to be able to talk to someone that knows my site and I can say...
"did you like the pee shoot?" Then I can have a conversation and not be
so nervous. hehe Well just a thought.
November 1
I surpised myself
today at school. I actually got to talk to the girl that is in my class.
I was just talking to her and she asked me what I do for a job. So I just
told her that I do some website stuff. She seemed curious so I asked her
if she has ever modeled before. She told me no, but was really curious,
so I told her that I have a site for modeling. Then I told her I would
talk to her later about it. I am not sure how I can explain to her what
I do, but I couldn't beleive that I actually asked her what I asked. Hopefully
she will be curious and maybe I can share with her what I do. I would
love to have her shoot with me, so we will see what happens. Anyway, I
am here with TigerLily and we are just having fun. I think that we might
do something tomorrow after I am done with school. So I will let you know.
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