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February 27
Well tomorrow I have a lot to do. I really need to work on the update for everyone, but I have to pick my cousin up at the airport and take her everywhere. I just found out that she is going to stay with me a couple of days. So it will be fun to be with her, but I don't know how I am going to do the update that I need to do tomorrow is she is hanging around me. If it is Ok I am probably going to have a wait one day more to do the update. I hope that it is OK. I will make it worth the wait I promise. I am sure that my cousin will have fun, but I am not sure if I will have fun thinking about masturbating and doing my update the whole time, I am excited to show it off to you to. As for tonight I will be doing a ton of studying for a test I have in the morning with school Yuck!
February 26
What a day. I was in the middle of doing my homework last night and my computer crashed. I wasn't sure what was going on, but nothing was working. It took me all night and part of this morning to finally figure out what happened. Just some dumb files weren't working right, but I sometimes want to just scream when that kind of thing happens. I guess I have to deal with it. Now that I finally got it fixed something else has come up. My cousin called this morning and told me that she is comeing to California for vacation. She told me that she wants to go some places with me so I asked her when she is comeing. She said that she will be here on friday and wanted me to pick her up from the airport and go out somewhere with her. I said that I would do it, but that means I will be a little late on the update for friday. Either way it is an early update and it will be hot with the new pictures that I took this week.
February 24
It has been raining over that last couple of days. I don't get to see a lot of rain in Southern California very much. For me it is really nice to have the rain. I guess it kind of makes me homesick for Japan even though when I am in Japan I don't like the rain. The sound of the rain outside of my window at night really makes me feel relaxed, I also seem to have good dreams when it is raining outside. Hopefully tonight I will have good dreams. Thinking of that kind of makes me wish that I could make love in the rain. Of course right now it is still a little too cold outside to do that, another couple of months and maybe that little fantasy will come true.
February 23
I have had to do a lot of homework to get ready for tomorrow so I wasn't able to do some photoshoots. I am pretty tired, but I think that I am going to try and do a couple of shoots during the week. I really want to show off my new hair cut to everyone. I think that a lot of people kind of prefer my shorter hair so I am excited to show it off. Besides that I have noticed that it makes me look a lot taller, but the best part of it is that when I sleep at night it doesn't get in my eyes. Also I am not much of a hair sylist kind of person and when I do my hair I just comb it straight, but with my hair short it just looks good that way anyway and I don't have to worry about how it looks if I don't comb it right. Anyway, I need to get back to school work tonight then off to school in the morning.
February 22
Well I did something today that I have been thinking about for a while. I got some drawings yesterday from a member of my site and I loved the animation style pictures he did of me. The thing that I noticed in the drawings is that I have my short hair in all of them. A few months back I was also getting a lot of e-mails about why I am growing my hair long. Well because of all of this I thought that I would just make a decision on my hair style. So I went to the haircut place and they cut about 30 centimeters off. My hair looks like it did 2 years ago when I started my site. Kind of like my pink hair hehe. I think that it looks pretty good. I feel a lot more confortable with it short anyway. I think that I lost about 2 pounds or so because of it hehe. Anyway, I think I will donate the hair they cut off to somewhere so they can make a wig for cancer patients. Well I am going to do some shoots tomorrow so you will get to see my new hair style soon.
February 21
Ever wonder about Love Hotels in Japan? Well today in the update I get to explore them a little bit. There are so many things to do in love hotels. One of the things is of course sex, but you can also do Karaoke. In the update today I will take you on a little tour of the love hotel and tell you how it works. It is a great way to have conveinent sex or just go to masturbate with the adult videos they have or even the toys that they sale in the vending machines inside the rooms. See me have a little fun with one of my toys on the bed and think how wonderful it is to just go to the love hotel and pick a room from the pictured rooms on the wall. Enjoy the update!
February 20
Tonight I am going to start working on the update for tomorrow. I have a couple of sets that I want to put up, but I haven't decided which ones I will use this week. I have a lot to do tomorrow so I think it will be up a little late, but I will have that update on time for you of course. I also have a meeting tomorrow for some school stuff that I am kind of excited about. Some of the students at school want to do a project together outside of class and it seems interesting to me. Either way it at least lets me get out and be a little social with people. Something that I need to do more of considering that I do so much school work while staying home all of the time. Well I think I will start getting that update ready and then sleep a little.
February 19
Well I mistakenly uploaded the wrong page yesterday for my diary so today I will update it. I am pretty excited to get my video chat going, the only problem is getting it working correctly. As I said last night I really would love to have people watching me while I am masturbating. It is just that much more exciting to me and knowing that people are watching me at the same time I am actually touching myself is a real turn on. I think that I am going to have to go and masturbate right now thinking about it, but it will be much more exciting when I do fix the webcam till then enjoy the pictures and video that I did up to now.
February 18
Today I got some outside work to do for some extra income. Some people came to me to translate their website into Japanese. I figure I do it with my site all of the time so I would be happy to do it and get paid doing it. I have done some Japanese sites into English a while back, but didn't get paid very much for how long it took me to do. Anyway, I have some time this weekend to do that so I guess that is what I am going to be doing with my free time. I will have the update to do on friday and finish up my homework early and maybe after I translate I will have some time to look at the live video on my site. That would be something that I really want to do for fun. I want people to see me play with myself live.
February 17
I don't often like to share my polictical views here on my site, but I have to say something about what I feel on some of the current world subject. For me I am very much more scared about the situation with North Korea. Knowing that the history of Korea and Japan and how much North Korea hates Japan, I kind of fear the possibilities of my family being hurt. There are a few US military bases near Tokyo and my home in Japan. This is kind of scary to me because the potential threats from North Korea. I am just scared that if anything happened in this situation that my family in Tokyo would be effected. Last night I had a dream about seeing a star in the sky moving accross the sky and then dissapearing into the horizon. Then a flash of light as bright as the sun lit up my view without making any sound. A few seconds later I was hit by the light and it knocked me away from the blast. I fell on my face away from it covering my face with my hands until Everything went white and I felt like I was dying. Then I woke up breathing really hard. It was so scary and real to me. I just hope nothing like this happens to anyone.
February 15-16
Where did the time go this weekend. I climbed in bed about 5:00 last night just to take a nap and ended up not waking up until around noon today. I guess it is all the all night study sessions that I have been doing this week. It finally caught up with me I suppose. I was going to try and do a chat tonight, but I haven't really had the time to sit down and fix the live video feed yet. I hava an idea of what I need to do to fix it, but just no time to do it. Tonight I need to finish up some homework for the week anyway. I have 3 or 4 major things that I need to do for school and they are going to take me a while to finish, so I think I better start working on them tonight. So with that I guess I will try and set up a chat next week, but I will have to see what happens over the next couple of days with fixing some of the problems. I should know about it by thursday and will announce it here if I decide I can go ahead and do it. For now I have to focus on my homework stuff.
February 14
Well my Valentines day wasn't a total loss. My friend called me late and asked me to go out. She wanted to go out and get some guys, I wasn't really interested, but went with her anyway. We ended up just going to dinner and then to a movie. We saw Gangs of New York. It was pretty good, of course I didn't understand it all, but it was still pretty good. After my friend stayed over at my appartement and I think that we are going to take some pictures tomorrow. She had some ideas for photoshoots and I have gotten a lot of requestes for specific things. It should be fun.
February 13
Well tomorrow is Valentines day and that kind of makes me sad because I will be alone. I am starting to get valentines from my wonderful fans though so that helps a little bit. Also my friend says that she is going to check my mail box tomorrow too. So I think I may have some chocolates from that hehe. You guys might make me fat with the candy, but I do like it. I need to diet a little bit anyway. Tonight I have been having problems with my computer. I downloaded some music to listen to and then got a program so I could make a CD to listen to and I ended up messing up my computer a little bit. So I have been working on fixing that. Other than that I hope everyone enjoys my site and thinks of me on Valentines day hehe.
February 12
Oooo, I am so excited. I talked to my mom and she got the Taiko game that I wanted so badly. The only bad thing is I am going to have to wait to get it from her since she is going to wait and bring it with her when she decides to come visit me sometime in the next couple of months. I went ahead a pre-ordered one of those chips so that I can play it when she comes, and I will get my playstation 2 when I get that chip. Of course I am not so sure how to install the chip, because it says I have to wire it into the playstation, but I am sure I can find a place to do it for me. Anyway, I have a lot of reading to do for school so I need to get to that. I might not sleep to much tonight and when I do get up tomorrow I need to do a lot of things. I need to clean my appartment and do some laundry, stuff like that so I imagine tomorrow will be a not so sexy looking day, hmm maybe that would be an interesting photo shoot.
February 11
Wow I am glad everyone liked the new video so much. I think I got lucky on how it came out. I also had some interesting requests come up about it. I take it guys like to see that strap on dildo. Oh don't worry you will get to see it more. Anyway, I was pretty tired all day today, because I had to get up early to work on some homework before school. I have a few tests this week and need to do a lot of studying. One good thing is that today my mom called me to let me know that she saw the taiko no tatsujin in the stores so I think that she will get it for me and bring it too me next time she visits. I guess I better start thinking about getting a playstation 2 so I can play it. I am kind of waiting for one of those modification chips so that I can play Japanese games on it. Well that is all for tonight, back to my studies.
February 8-10
Want to see a great little video? Well as promised I posted the movie from my BDSM shoot with Mika. It is "Fucking Great"... (forgive my language), but literally I get to fuck her with that huge strap-on dildo. I worked pretty hard on the video with the editing and putting it together with the music so I hope you like it. Also today I posted another set from my little vacation back to Japan last month. It is a little glamour set from Tokyo, never mind the toilet in the shoot, I guess you could say it is me trying to be sexy on the toilet... well trying anyway. Anyway, I have been doing diaries everyday, but from some dumb reason I posted them and my site somehow just ate them and I couldn't get them back. I guess I better get on the phone and yell at my host (just kidding I am too shy and kind.) Anyway, back to school today and I will most likely be kind of stressed out for the week. So wish me luck in all the masturbating I will do to releive that stress.
February 7
Just a reminder to everyone, I know it is kind of short notice, but I will be doing my live cam chat tomorrow. I know that it is working pretty good and should be pretty exciting. Other than that I am pretty busy with school and have a lot of homework to do. I also have been looking for a job a little more, but the fact is that the economy in this country is just too bad and more companies are getting rid of employees rather than trying to hire anyone. *sniff* I will just have to wait it out I guess. Of course in Japan there are a lot more jobs available so I am considering that when I graduate within this year. Of course I don't know for sure yet.
February 6
Well some good news for you guys that wanted to see my live chat show. I figured out what I was doing wrong on my live cam and have fixed it now. So I tested it out and it is working great. It moves really good to almost like a regular movie. So with that I am going to try and do it again this weekend. So on Sunday February 9, 2003 at 8:00 pm (pacific time) I will be doing a live chat with live video right here in my members section again. This time you will get a really good show and get to see me masturbate this time. Of course maybe you have some requests that you would like to see me do. Anyway, I am pretty excited about it and can't wait to do it again. After all I need a little excitement this weekend. I hope that you will come and get some of that excitement too.
February 5
I didn't sleep much last night because I was studying. I got done kind of late so instead of sleeping for just an hour or so I decided to stay up and masturbate before I had to get ready for school. I almost fell asleep doing it, but thought that if I was satisfied before going to school I could maybe stay awake. Well it was wonderful, but when I got to school I pretty much had to stare at the computer like I did all night. So I quickly got a headache. It was so bad, I don't think I have had such a headache before, so I came home a little early to take some asprin and then went back to school. I couldn't wait to get home tonight and finally I can just go to bed. I am going to just go to bed now and try to masturbate again while I just simply fall asleep. I must be pretty tired because I can't even write this diary right, well anyway, Night!
February 4
Lately my site has been more stressful than fun. I love taking pictures and I love interacting with members and I really love masturbating, but when it comes to technical problems it can be really a pain. I got home from school today and couldn't see my site so I had to write e-mails and make phone calls to fix stuff. I really hate talking on the phone. I get embarassed about my voice and about my English. That kind of reminds me of something that I am working on. As some of you know my live chat last weekend was good, but the video didn't work too great. Well I am working on just doing some live streaming video, I don't think I have ever seen it on an adult website. Usually just a video feed with a chat room, well this will have pretty fluid true video along with audio and all live. This way you can see and hear me as if you were seeing me live on a video phone. The only things that I will need is a little cooperation with the people that host my site to help install it then I will run some tests again and then probably make it part of the site. Anyway, something good and exciting to look forward to.
February 3
Well I had a lot of fun with the live chat the other night. It was just a test and obviously it didn't work completely right. However, I will work on it a little more and make sure that next time I do it I will have the video working right. Other than all of that I had to go back to school today after the weekend. We are learning a lot of new programming stuff and it is like a drug to me. Everyone else is kind of sick of it, but I just say, "more programming please." LOL I just get kind of excited about it I guess. I must be turning into more of a computer nerd hehe. Oh well, naked, programming, game playing nerd is OK:-)
February 1
Well other than having a lot of problems with my site this week. I am happy to say that it was 2 years ago today that I opened my members section to my site. So you can imagine how it has been with having 2 years of constant updates. I had a member say yesterday that he was so surprised that when he joined that how big my site was inside. Yes it is pretty big and will just get bigger and bigger, but it is a lot of work to keep it exciting. I feel good that I have been able to do that. As I said before I had some problems this week with transfering my site to the new faster site, but today I pretty much re-installed all of my programs and scripts to make sure that it all works. So everything is working great. Let me know if you find anything not working. Besides that I am looking forward to doing the live video chat tomorrow night. It will be just a beta test on the video and chat session, but at least everyone will be able to come in and tell me what they would like to see me do. I figure it will take me about 2 hours to get really horny. So I hope that members can come by and see it and if you are not a member, just sign up for one month and try it out. You might be surprised too.
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